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March 19th, 2008 (12:18 pm)

current mood: blah

Just wanting to wish a my friend Kristen a Happy Birthday....wish I could be there to share it with you!!!

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March 11th, 2008 (09:35 pm)

current mood: excited

      I finally caught up with my dear friend. I have wanted to catch up with her for so long. Hearing her voice makes me feel so good. It has been almost 3 yrs since we have spoken and it felt like it was just yesterday.
   I hope all is well with her, I really wanted to ask if she is truly happy. She has had so many ups and downs over the years, but has toughed it out for her family. She will always be my friend, I would love to become as close as we used to be. Maybe again someday, I can dream can't I? =)
  My husband Robin wants to meet her, so I am hoping she comes out for a visit. Who knows where that may take us......we do have a connection, and my feelings have never changed.
  Eight more days until her birthday!!!!

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It's a Saturday night :P

March 8th, 2008 (06:37 pm)

current mood: gloomy

   Saturday night....watching Ghost Rider with hubby and the kids. It is pouring outside, has been all day and I guess it will all weekend. Wood stove is going keeping us all nice and toasty. I have been sick for over a week now. On kick ass antibiotics and 3 breathing treatments a day. Pretty much the whole island has some variation of it...can't wait for spring and sunshine.
  Not sure why...but most of my thoughts these days are focused on a friend I haven't seen or spoken with in a few years. I wonder how she is......I tried to call, but haven't received one in return. I hope everything is going well for her and she is just so busy she hasn't had the time. I worry that she may be unhappy......yet afraid to let me know. I just wanted to have the chance to let her know, that she always has a place in my heart and my home. If she ever needs me, I am still here.....she just needs to let me know. Her birthday is coming soon...11 more days. I think I will send her a card, I hope she will get it.

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Just Another Day......

March 3rd, 2008 (07:38 pm)

current mood: listless

       It is officially past  6:30 pm.....I guess that means I am 34 now =(

       My mother actually called me first thing this morning to wish me a happy birthday. I was quite surprised she remembered......though she did say I was 35......?! 
       Contacted a friend I hadn't spoken with in a couple of years. I was great to hear her voice. Hasn't changed a bit.....made me smile....luv ya monkey =)

       Am still hoping to connect with another friend from my past. I called her today and left a message.....maybe she will return my call.

       All in all it wasn't a bad day.....gonna turn in early.....trip to the mainland tomorrow. Gonna grab the cordless phone and go watch TV in bed.

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Movie night.....

March 2nd, 2008 (07:22 pm)

current mood: apathetic

            Whew......birthday dinner is over.......even the cake part. Liz worked her little butt off on that cake today, decorating and all. Robin turned 44 today......and had a Sponge Bob cake to celebrate...lol. Stuffed.
        Liz voluntarily tucked herself in early, Ash is reading, and Robin is watching some new western he has been waiting to see. 3:10 to Yuma, I hope it is good as it was his present. Tomorrow is my birthday.....not much celebrating left to do. We shared a cake tonight and already exchanged our cards. I think I made Robin feel bad when I read his card. It brought me to tears, but they were not sad tears. He just is so sweet.....you would think after almost 3 yrs together I would be used to it, but I am not. He is such a great guy...I am so lucky =)
        The next birthday coming up is that of a dear friend. March 19th. Every year about 2 weeks before the actually day, I cannot get her out of my head. I want to just call her so badly some days, but I don't want to cause any problems. Maybe some year I will be brave enough to send her a card. Just to let her know that I am thinking of her......I wonder if she still thinks of me~
        School tomorrow.....and my morning walk. I try to walk every day. I have to do something to try to stay sane until I return to work. Only a couple more weeks....then back to the grind. I actually look forward to it.....at least I will feel like I am contributing again. I miss the farm, wish there was something like that out here for me to do. I miss the animals and a particular co worker that made my days always adventurous.
        Just took a glance at the kitchen....suppose I need to go clean it up. Holy shit can we make a mess cooking dinner....lol.

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March 2nd, 2008 (08:01 am)

current mood: bitchy

          Ugh, I swear some days are preplanned to piss me off before I even make it out of bed. At glimpse off first light this am, poor hubby awakes to the phone ringing. He has been called out to plow and sand once again. All because some idiot with nothing better to do on a Sunday morning has called and complained about the roads. Most likely it is the same person that calls and complains that there is too much sand on the roads in the spring. Happy &%#@ing Birthday.
          So my plans for him first thing this morning have been completely destroyed.....was gonna fill the tub....turn on the jets.....take advantage of him ;)....and then make him a huge breakfast. Can still make the breakfast....will just be more of a brunch now.....speaking of which...I think I will go roast some garlic. Off to the kitchen.

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Dinner Is In The Oven =)

March 1st, 2008 (07:24 pm)

        Well, there are a batch of stuffed peppers baking in the oven, the wood stove is cranked, and outside is once again a winter wonderland. As pretty as it looks, I still long for warmer weather. I swear I have internal solar panels......cause without the sun, I am just not the same person. I miss warm rays of sun.....and a warm ledge to lie on.....and my dear friend that I shared a lot of my time with.
      Hubby is home, finally. You can only spend so many hours plowing and sanding this little floating chunk of land before it becomes monotonous. Tomorrow is his birthday, mine the day following. Most likely won't do much, stay home with the girls and relax. Maybe some sledding to raise our spirits, depending mostly on how damn cold out it is.
      I am attempting to learn how to knit......and to anyone that knows me....I couldn't start off simple with a scarf. Had to start right off with socks....a whole pair at once even! LOL...no wonder I am so damn frustrated. So, going to take a little break and work on some jewelery I wanted to make. That will most likely consume some of my time tonight....then hopefully some quality time with Robin......Liz is at her best bud's house for the night. Woohoo! Only one kid home for a change. Well.....back to the oven for a bit.....tummy is rumbling.

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March 1st, 2008 (12:21 pm)

current mood: blah

      I have yet to understand why it always has to snow on the weekend. Messes up all of our plans. Liz still had basketball practice, but Ashley's is canceled. Was going to go to the dump, got as far as the store and saw the sign that the dump is closed because they have no heat. *sigh*......now I can't go until Wednesday.
           So, now I am home.....picked up an extra child along the way....and they are sitting by the wood stove munching popcorn and watching Jumanji. I , as always, have just short of a bizillion things to do.....and don't want to do any of them. Robin is out plowing and sanding for the town, we will be lucky if he makes it home for dinner tonight. When it snows on an island you never know how much or how bad the storm will get.
      I think I will make some stuffed peppers for dinner.....something to occupy myself for a while.....and enough time taken that I won't feel guilty for not doing some of the other stuff.
      I got to go to the mainland yesterday, and I even got to go to Camden. I walked through town filled with so many old memories. Was cold but I didn't care.....was nice to be there, got rid of the "homesick" feelings I get every so often.
      Well off to the kitchen.....may write more again later. 

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