current mood: apathetic
Whew......birthday dinner is over.......even the cake part. Liz worked her little butt off on that cake today, decorating and all. Robin turned 44 today......and had a Sponge Bob cake to celebrate...lol. Stuffed.
Liz voluntarily tucked herself in early, Ash is reading, and Robin is watching some new western he has been waiting to see. 3:10 to Yuma, I hope it is good as it was his present. Tomorrow is my birthday.....not much celebrating left to do. We shared a cake tonight and already exchanged our cards. I think I made Robin feel bad when I read his card. It brought me to tears, but they were not sad tears. He just is so sweet.....you would think after almost 3 yrs together I would be used to it, but I am not. He is such a great guy...I am so lucky =)
The next birthday coming up is that of a dear friend. March 19th. Every year about 2 weeks before the actually day, I cannot get her out of my head. I want to just call her so badly some days, but I don't want to cause any problems. Maybe some year I will be brave enough to send her a card. Just to let her know that I am thinking of her......I wonder if she still thinks of me~
School tomorrow.....and my morning walk. I try to walk every day. I have to do something to try to stay sane until I return to work. Only a couple more weeks....then back to the grind. I actually look forward to it.....at least I will feel like I am contributing again. I miss the farm, wish there was something like that out here for me to do. I miss the animals and a particular co worker that made my days always adventurous.
Just took a glance at the kitchen....suppose I need to go clean it up. Holy shit can we make a mess cooking dinner....lol.